Huh......

This year is finally starting as expected.....but my feeling towards camp is still inside my head....I tried to make it disappear but it is still kept inside my head.....

Everytime I saw the members or AJK inside my group somehow it brings me back to the camp.....Even though I know it is over for like 2 or 3 weeks but I still missing all the fun i had with my group.....

Maybe I couldn't helped them to get the first place in the competition but as a leader I really hope that they had a very very interesting camp.....That's all I can give to them after the camp....

For the coming few months...I think I will need a lot of patience and also a lot of energy to make my last year in SMK CHUNG HUA MIRI exciting.....

First, it would be the prefect camp... then I will go for Lion Dance.... after that, I need to prepare for concert....and then it will be volleyball competition....lastly probation....

Should I be happy or sad....Kinda confusing....

That day.....I wasn't planning to see her...but when i stepped into the class i found out that there lots of brass band student in my class.....I thought they only come for a while and leave but they stayed and after a few minutes I saw her walking this way....The first thing I had in mind was...' I should go to the next class with adrian them...'

When the time stop at 8am..I thought she would had left but she didn't...instead she stay in the class talking with friend until the teacher came.... When me and my friends go carry some text books I saw her....walking towards my class again.....I am really confused now...should I talk to her or just leave whenever she comes to my class.....