What a troublesome duty...

Before...I thought staying in school doing my morning and recess duty is troublesome enough already...but now i only realize..actually going to stadium for sport days are much much more troublesome and almost absorb all my energy....
Haiz.....next week let's see how much thinner and darker i will become....Well this few days i only have one small question... Why the hake do i have feeling with them....
Although i can't find my answer yet but i will try my best to solve it...Let's see when i will find my answer...bye..

What a nice holiday..I think...

This holiday really is boring at the start....but thanks to all those troublesome activity now I am back ONLINE....muahaha...Today we went to the b~e~a~c~h for barbeque...haiz what a incredible memory...when it almost start...the god of rain and god of lightning come to play together ....and don't forget about the almighty wind god.... he is so powerful and i almost fly...EVEN ME SU ING KING ALMOST FLY...how incredible...
Well this isn't a very good holiday as i expected..but at least i had my fun at the beach so i won't mind much as long as i am alive and i have my fun....haha bye..

Stupid brain..

Haiz...I really regret for all those thing i done before and now... I always wondering..what's the reason for me to do all this thing to them don't care they are girl or boy...I know what i done isn't a good thing for them and also me myself but all i do isn't fixing the problem....I only cause more and more trouble for my friends and others....Even though i am trying to fix my personality but this only make me more emotional and short temper.....
I started to wonder....Am i doing the right thing or just another stupid thing that left a history inside my stupid brain that will make me regret forever....Now i am only hoping that it wasn't a mistake that would cause a painful memory for myself...and also to those that was affected because of my stupid idea and stupid solution for this problem....
I am really sorry especially to those two girls that i chose not to speak to.... For me they are the one that i would always making fun of that's why i chose to stop that bond that i create between me and them....Tis bond was created by teasing them and laugh at them when they do wrong....It is already too late for me to turn back so i will have to change all this to a better future and a better friendship....
I am really sorry.....

Emo...

Well.. it has been a few days since i last update so today let's talk about my feeling lately...
First of all...I think the amount of stress i received lately is increasing and this effect my a lot...Since the day i delete my relationship with them...those days was quite good but then it has become very boring days cause no more people top play with...even if that is what i actually need but i really was regret and feel sorry for what i done....Maybe mostly of them won't understand why i do so...but it is for the sake of everyone including me...I really hope that the next time i be friend with them again will be the day i totally change myself into a better person that won't make people angry or feel annoying of...Well those stress lately made me have more close contact with the wall with my punch even though i know that way is just to torture myself but its the best way i can think out of to control myself....
Even for now i still face problem in stress and emotion management i even become short temper so i really want to be a better person hope them can understand...
That's all for this time i will update as soon as possible.....

The main subject is here....Actually started from the day i communicate with some gal that i think they are my frens...I am very happy because i have frens that wasn't a boy... but now i began to regret...I started to think that girl wasn't as good as wat i tot they were.... Today i decided to pause my friendship with a gal i appreciate alot and i even think of her as my very very good friends...or even my sister...but now i started to pause this relationship so that i can really change myself and make me a better person that can understand thier feelings and be a good listener or a good buddy for them....
Last few days i quarrel with a gal in my class even though this isn't the 1st time e had this problem but i just piss off at that very "special" time... Now is the time i started to change myself from a person that make ppl andry to a person that ppl appreciate more than other...

This will be what i have for today i will update my blog as soon as possible hehe
from: Ing King

My feelings..

This is the 1st time i use a blog and my english isn't very good that's why hope u all understand...
Recently..Our school organized a competition between class and definitely it is class decoration prize....I wonder why will this little competition caused so many trouble...
I think some of u might noe the trouble i mentioned...
Well i am just a nobody in my class thats y i don't reli noe what happened but from what i noe they done alot of usless things let's put some example...They cry after some moron said that they copy their idea...they scold each other for been sensitive because of the thing....and they even try to talk back even if they realize ( or mayb they din ) this is useless..Tat day was a total mess even after they continue their work...they still blaming each other for that...