Stupid brain..

Haiz...I really regret for all those thing i done before and now... I always wondering..what's the reason for me to do all this thing to them don't care they are girl or boy...I know what i done isn't a good thing for them and also me myself but all i do isn't fixing the problem....I only cause more and more trouble for my friends and others....Even though i am trying to fix my personality but this only make me more emotional and short temper.....
I started to wonder....Am i doing the right thing or just another stupid thing that left a history inside my stupid brain that will make me regret forever....Now i am only hoping that it wasn't a mistake that would cause a painful memory for myself...and also to those that was affected because of my stupid idea and stupid solution for this problem....
I am really sorry especially to those two girls that i chose not to speak to.... For me they are the one that i would always making fun of that's why i chose to stop that bond that i create between me and them....Tis bond was created by teasing them and laugh at them when they do wrong....It is already too late for me to turn back so i will have to change all this to a better future and a better friendship....
I am really sorry.....