Emo...

Well.. it has been a few days since i last update so today let's talk about my feeling lately...
First of all...I think the amount of stress i received lately is increasing and this effect my a lot...Since the day i delete my relationship with them...those days was quite good but then it has become very boring days cause no more people top play with...even if that is what i actually need but i really was regret and feel sorry for what i done....Maybe mostly of them won't understand why i do so...but it is for the sake of everyone including me...I really hope that the next time i be friend with them again will be the day i totally change myself into a better person that won't make people angry or feel annoying of...Well those stress lately made me have more close contact with the wall with my punch even though i know that way is just to torture myself but its the best way i can think out of to control myself....
Even for now i still face problem in stress and emotion management i even become short temper so i really want to be a better person hope them can understand...
That's all for this time i will update as soon as possible.....